i'm hurting again.i dont know why but yeah.i always get things to me.

i 'm hurt& confused.

Do you care?

ivan + justin /larah= lizell = DRAMA

ivan+lizell/justin+larah= NO DRAMA

what i'm trying to say is...

when larah& justin talk on the phone, everything is calm. same when me& ivan talk.but when i talk to justin, it's bascially war.like today during brunch. nikkuh& i were waiting for larah but wheni saw her she was crying.WHY? because justin supposably got mad at larah for talking to ivan last night. so i call justin and you know how girls are when they are on their DOT, they start to be unfriendly. right now i'm confuse, it's like i want to give up but i don't want to0.

blah.....these feelings!

ivan tells me not to fight anymore. if i do get in a fight he says "NO MORE IVAN FOR YOU"lol how cute.

so here's today's drama:

saw two fights today. i feel sick to my stomoach because i felt like i should of stopped it. the other dude got really messed up! now i hear that one of my good friend want to fight me because of her friend which is also my friend.i'm really tired of this drama. i don't want to fight AT ALL because me and that "good friend" have really funny memeories. so please GOD...

look out for me...guide me..& protect me

AHHHHHH!!!!! FINALS!!!